About six months ago, the one that I truly loved committed suicide while in military boot camp. Before she left for boot camp, we had an arguement and acted very cold towards her. If I had known, I would never treated her like that. I thought that I would be over it by now but it seems to keep re-occurring. I don't know how to deal with it. It has been taken a toll on my life where I don't know how to function anymore. Everything seems new to me and I need help but I do not know how to deal with it. I feel like I have lost all hope for life and we'll just do not know how cope.
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