I am trying to figure out why I am so sad. Is it that I am sad for my brother who died. Do I feel he got cheated out of half of his life? Do I feel bad for HIM? If so, is that rational. If he is dead does he even care? However, I can't stop thinking that he is looking down and wishing he could have another shot at life. I can't stop thinking that he feels cheated! Is that irrational? I mean, could it be possible that he feels that way??? OR, do I feel bad for ME? Because I am being selfish... because I want him here, in his physical form, with me and my family??? Does anyone know exactly why we mourn?? Please help me figure it out.
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