It's my husbands 50th birthday today. I started the day off ok but then it hit me that my Mom was always the first one to call in the morning to say "Happy Birthday" to any of us. She never forgot. She will never call us again and that made tears come to my eyes. I also wondered how hubby felt that his Dad would not be wishing him well ever again too. So its kind of a strange day. Sad but happy too. Wonder how I will get through my "birth" day, next month, without the parents that gave me life. I hope that my Mom gives me a sign soon. I really miss her and it doesn't seem to get better as the days go on.
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