This is the day my mother died. I was only 11. It shook my world. It continues to shake. I miss her all the time. ITS BEEN 10 YRS! I cant get rid of this feeling of dependencey for my mother. I told my brother a few days ago that i missed her and he basically said i need to get over it. I dont know how. I want her back so badly. Maybe if i knew she couldnt give me guidence and maybe if she were a bad mother i could get rid of this dependencey. But she was such a wonderful mother. I loved her so much. Remembering her doesnt bring me comfort, it only reminds me that i dont have her and how much i miss her.
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