I am told my family is around me. Yet I don't feel them. It's a real helpless feeling. I feel sometime like I am in a situation no one else has been in. But pain is pain. We all know that feeling. I pray for their help with every day things. I asked for guidance. I was sick a while ago and I huddled in some blankets and cried for my mom. I am growing green beans on my patio, the other day I found some. I wanted to tell dad and John especially. Or that my roses are blooming. Or tell mom Lisa is pregnant again. How can they leave me alone here on earth. I don't even have them in my dreams. Sometime the pain is just to much to take. I'm taking a walk on a short pier, and it is running out pretty darn fast. Thank you for listening. ZDoes anyone else have this problem. thank you for your time.
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