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OK...so I think everything is hitting me at once. My best friend and I got in a huge fight the other day and we aren't talking...my dearest friend from school, with whom I was supposed to move in with, just exploded on me today out of anger over a minor disagreement between us, because of a tumultuous family situation she's dealing with. We were supposed to move into a house together, and she just sent me an email that "now is not the right dynamic" and we shouldn't live together. This is after I have given my notice, am living in a crime-ridden area where I feel unsafe, and was counting on feeling secure in a new place. Also, my guy friend, whom I am in love with and dated for quite a while, hurt me deeply tonight. And on top of trying to deal with my Dad's pasing, I am working 35 hours a week while I attend law school full time. I am also the only one in my family trying to put forth this medical malpractice suit against my Dad's doctors over his death. The pressure is killing me. I won't get into any more of the drama.
I just know that I have been trying to hold myself together for so long and now I feel it all unraveling. And I know everything seems worse when you're upset. But, it's when things like this happen, and I feel no support, that I realize how hurt I am over my Dad's loss. Right now, I wish there was some way to dissapear so I wouldn't feel so deeply sad. I wish I could move to an island far away and just be...not have to be responsible, and hold myself together.
Does anyone know how to dissapear?
I just know that I have been trying to hold myself together for so long and now I feel it all unraveling. And I know everything seems worse when you're upset. But, it's when things like this happen, and I feel no support, that I realize how hurt I am over my Dad's loss. Right now, I wish there was some way to dissapear so I wouldn't feel so deeply sad. I wish I could move to an island far away and just be...not have to be responsible, and hold myself together.
Does anyone know how to dissapear?
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I don't know anyway to disappear but if you find one please let me know.
Hang in there though. Take one day at a time. When we are hurting things sometimes seem worse than they are.
One thing though I must say. I know your unhappy where you are staying right now and if its unsafe then really you need to get out. But look into that friendship. A true friend takes a minor disagreement and will blow it off for what it is. If she doesn't want to move in with you over that I would reconsider the whole situation. Friends stay by you even though they get mad at you, and may not like what you said and will tell you so, but they are alway by your side reguardless. Just my advice. Take care and wish you much luck.
I do have to commend you for taking on the mal-practice suit, working full time and school...wow!
))HUGS(( to you and praying it gets better
Would it be possible for you to get away for a weekend somewhere, or spend a day at a day spa? When there is no one to take care of you, you need to shift into "self-care" mode. I hope the pressure releases soon, you have way too much weight on your shoulders. Sending huggs, Rainbow
Hold tight to your Daddy's memory and know that he IS there with you....My son came to me in a dream and told me that when we talk to him he DOES hear us-everything we say- he just can't communicate back to us like we want....and I believe that. Your Dad is there with you, hun. Be Strong.
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I do cry by myself, and a few friends have pryed some tears ot of me recently, but I think part of me on survival mode. It's only when life gets way overwhelming that I lose it. :( It's weird to be conscious that I am disconnected and not be able to do anything about it. I feel like I'm very self-aware. But, I haven't been able to get really close to my friends since this happened. :/