I have been dating a guy for a while now and I am packing tonight to go to his house in Kentucky. But right this minute, just got in from a ballgame and Im real melancholy, and I was on the phone with him. He is the most wonderful man in the world. But when I'm in this mood, I cant be around him and I dont want to talk to him. I get soo damn angry and I dont know what to do with it. I try so hard not to take it out on him. But I know I do and he never says anything. He just tries to hold me. Sometimes he wants me to talk about my kids and I freeze up. Its so hard for me to talk to him. He still has his kids! And God knows I never want anything to happen to them. But I cant make him understand I cant talk to him about them. Sometimes I tell him things about them, but its too hard for me to express my feelings to him because he doesnt know what to do about it. He cant fix it and he cant relate. How do I fix this??????? I just want to lie down and cry and cry and cry and cry.
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