My 5 week old beautiful healthy angel baby girl passed away on September 27th. I miss her so much. I feel empty and broken. I have a great support "team" to help me but I don't want to talk to them... My husband has other children and she was my first. I am so mad at him because he still has someone that will call him daddy... It's not fair... I want my baby... I want to hold her I want to get to hear her voice... her first words... I want to hear her giggle... I want to make her smile... I just want her back... I'll give anything... It hurts so much and I have to put on a strong front so that my husband and family will leave me alone... I don't want to be here if I can't be here with my baby... I want this pain to end... I want my baby... I want my baby... Am I still a Mom?? My baby got taken away from me... I don't feel like a mom any more... I want the pain to go away...
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