Sad, sad, sad, just crying, wishing i could feel "normal" again, i want to enjoy something again. When does it end??? I have the most stupid conversations with my partner that leave me very upset and feeling alone. They usually turn into an uncontrolable argument, which i hate.I get angry with him then for being an ass etc.. I just end up feeling more alone and "poor me" which i hate too! I know its mostly about my insecurity after losing mum but that doesnt help. I just miss her sooo much and its her i would be talking to now if she were here, but shes not. I just feel so alone and vulnerable, with no one to look after me. (im 32! not 2, i should be able to cope shouldnt i??) Does anyone get this? Does anyone else feel this way? am i normal? xx
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