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I CANNOT get out of this blackness
I thought if I just tried to make others laugh and feel better, I could get my smile back.
I thought if I could use little 3 year old Peter as inspiration, I could get my smile back.
I thought if I could help someone, I could get my smile back.
NOTHING!
My Paxil has worked for me for 10 years. Is it too low? If I increase it, I am lethargic and non-functioning. Do I need to change it?
I have nothing. I feel...actually I don't feel...well, I do feel but it's always sad or desparate or paranoid. I just cannot get anywhere to do anything...except for choir practice.
Please help me...everything is closing in...or is it? I need to call my Doctor, but I can't. I just can't. I don't know why. Am I going crazy? Am I? What if the answer is "Yes"? I get put away and forgotten by strangers on top of being forgotten by family or friends.
I have to get out of this apartment, it's just too small...but where else can I go? I can't afford anything else. I have to get out but I cna't even leave to go get groceries.
*tears* *sigh*
God, please carry me. I'm just so tired.
I thought if I just tried to make others laugh and feel better, I could get my smile back.
I thought if I could use little 3 year old Peter as inspiration, I could get my smile back.
I thought if I could help someone, I could get my smile back.
NOTHING!
My Paxil has worked for me for 10 years. Is it too low? If I increase it, I am lethargic and non-functioning. Do I need to change it?
I have nothing. I feel...actually I don't feel...well, I do feel but it's always sad or desparate or paranoid. I just cannot get anywhere to do anything...except for choir practice.
Please help me...everything is closing in...or is it? I need to call my Doctor, but I can't. I just can't. I don't know why. Am I going crazy? Am I? What if the answer is "Yes"? I get put away and forgotten by strangers on top of being forgotten by family or friends.
I have to get out of this apartment, it's just too small...but where else can I go? I can't afford anything else. I have to get out but I cna't even leave to go get groceries.
*tears* *sigh*
God, please carry me. I'm just so tired.
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All My Best!!
Big Hugs~ Ireland