I sit around the house most days wondering if I am the only mother who has lost a child. That feels the way I do. is it normal to hide from pain. Is it ok to change the subject if you feel like. I shut off emotionally when they told me my daughter was dead. I also think sometimes that even though she isn,t here to me she is still very much alive. I dream of holding her everynight. Then wake up every morning feeling empty bitter and robbed. then for most of the day I,m angry and I hate the world. I don,t want to get a job. Don,t care if I work. Don,t really care about anything. I just go through day to day life with a I don,t care feeling. Am I alone?
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