One month ago around my birthday I lost my girlfriend in a horrible motorcycle accident, I was operating, she was passenger, we came up on a vehicle that at the time I thought might have pulled out in front of us, but it was dark, no street lights so I cant say for sure, but I know I couldnt stop in time without clipping bumper witch at present speed would result in going down, I couldnt take left lane becouse of vehicle speeding up beside us, my only option was the shoulder to the right, I thought my self fortunate when I saw the lane to the right so I took it, we shot passed the car, but went over curb, my girl, my bestfriend was ejected from the passenger seat and struck /ran over by a sedan, after stoping the bike and running to her side laying in the road, she was so messed up, I couldnt touch her for fear of hurting her, all I could do was talk to her, she struggled for her last breath,.... every day, every night, every time I close my eyes I see her in that road, and it crushes me every time
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