THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND TIME POSTING,I LOST MY BROTHER TO A DRUG OVERDOES 6 YEARS AGO. I REALLY THOUGHT I WAS GETTING BETTER BUT JUST THIS WEEKEND I FELL BACK INTO MY HOLE. THIS WEEKEND THEY HAD A REUNION FOR MY WHOLE TOWN AT THE SHORE AND I WAS HAVING A GREAT TIME UNTIL THE QUESTIONS AND COMMENTS STARTED..THE EASY ONE FOR ME TO HANDLE IS IM SORRY ABOUT YOUR BROTHER , THE ONES THAT KILLED ME WERE PEOPLE NOT KNOWING AND ASKING ME HOW HE WAS. I BASICALLY BROKE DOWN GOT UP AND LEFT. NOW ITS MONDAY AND I DIDNT GO TO WORK JUST SITTING IN MY ROOM . ME AND HIM WE VERY CLOSE AND I CANNOT GET OVER THIS I AM SO SCARED TO LOSE SOMEONE ELSE (MY MOTHER HAS BREAST CANCER) THAT I JUST WANNA BE WITH MY BROTHER LOOKING DOWN AND WAITING I AM ONLY 26 BUT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED NOTHING IN MY LIFE, I REALLY JUST WANT IT ALL TO GO AWAY I AM VERY WEAK AND IF I LOSE MY MOTHER I KNOW I WILL DO SOMETHING TERRIBLE TO MY SELF I REALLY AM LOST.
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