Two weeks ago tonight our gorgeous happy 2 year old son Joshua was suddenly born into the spirit world. He had undiagnosed Addison's diease, we were trying to get him diagnosed but no one took his conditon very seriously since he looked so vibrant except for his unusual tan skin (with no tan lines). We had no idea that a fever and vomiting would take him from this physical world. We are going through so many emotions. We are trying to keep our hearts pure and on a path of hope and faith so that we can be worthy to see him again in heaven someday. There are many hard days and tonight is one of them. I miss him so deeply. Many times last week I could feel his presence. I have not felt him in days.
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