I will never forget the day that I woke up to find my 19 day old son deceased in my bed. SIDS crept into my home like a thief in the night and stole my joy, my security and the love of my life. I feel broken and alone. I rarely speak of him because I can barely handle the thought of being without him. I have three other children that I function through each day with but I long for his presence in my life. I long to see him grow and be a part of us. I am never complete. I hurt worse than my words could describe. I just came here to hopefully find some support. forgive me for burdening you all.
Posts You May Be Interested In
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...