she was not my niece by blood but her family called me aunt michelle.. god i miss you so much!!! i think of u up in heaven being able to play and climb and do everything that u couldnt do when you were here with us. and it makes me smile.. i will always remember the time that i got to spend with you while you were here.. you were one special girl who fought till the very end. i got almost 3 years with you and i am so grateful for that.. you have taught me so much... i will never forget you.. but am i selfish to wish that you could have stayed longer? ithink of al the things you will never experience and it makes me sad.. when you died you took my heart with you.. i miss you so much!!!! i dont know what to do.. i remember when i first meet u.. u had just come home from the hospital.. you were so tiny and it was the boat party at your grandparents house and u were getting held by everyone. They were all saying what i miracle child you were.. u did not move around as much as your sister, she was hard to hold she wanted to move around all the time.. but u would just lay there in my arms.. all wrapped in blankets. i remember when i would come over and you and sage would be swinging in your swings and climbing on everything. i remember when u learned to climb over the couch and Sage would hide behind the couch as we went to find her. i have many special memories of you that i will carry around forever.. like an imprint on my heart.. One of my favorite memories will be when u came home from the hospital probably about a month or 2 before u died and u wanted to sit with me.. i was so tired and we just laid together on the couch and i was singing u are my sunshine to u until your grandma made u go to your crib so i could get some sleep What really touched my heart and i will always remember is u didnt want to be with anyone else.. just me.. i love you so much tears are coming to my eyes as i write this. My last happy memory of u is when we went to the mall to get sage new shoes, and sharon insisted on buying u new shoes too.. we walked around the mall and i was carrying u.. then u were tired and started falling asleep in my arms.. then we went to Jons and your mom put you in the shopping cart and i had your sister Sage in other cart.. you too we defiantly a handful sometimes.. you were either loving each other or fighting as sisters do. ..i am so very glad that i got a chance to have u in my life.. love u always and forever.. your loving Aunt Michelle...
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