6 months ago today, my 27 year old sister was murdered. None of us can really talk to the other about it. My mother was in tears when we were on the phone before, my oldest sister Pam just called me to tell me she released 6 white balloons, one for each month in heavan at her gravesite. I haven't spoken to my other sister yet. My dad on the other hand didn't say anything. We all think he doesn't go to the grave. Too painful for him. He was a mess, almost collapsed at coffin back then. I miss my sister soooo much and it makes me sad that I wont hear her voice on the phone again, or get to hug her, or laugh and just go play mini golf or pool like we used to. Thanks to all the hugs from everyone. How does everyone else get by on these milestones. The holidays are coming....
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