Its has been 2 months since jack died and i can't get through this. I am trying to ACT like i am doing better because that what people want to see and they are willing to talk about his death but now i am DWELLING on it. people don't understand that this is my reality and my kids reality. We miss him every single second/munite. i would do anything that i could to have us all together again. Its just soo hard. I have had poeple ask me if i have a "special Person" and i just want to loose it. Yes i do have a special person and he is in heaven. and no matter what he will always be my one and only. I am young i know but jack gaveme enough love to last however long it takes for me to see him again. He is and always will be the love of my life and the best father to my kids. It is killing me to get through ths but it hurts to think that people think we should be moving on from someone that loved us and took care of us and was our everything.
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