I lost my son on 9/20/07, and I find that I am only getting worse emotionally. I am able to function in life, but find that I still am unable to think about him much without falling apart. When does this stop, or am I just not getting better? I have not reached the point that I can laugh at memories, they all only make me feel the loss of him more. Anybody else have these feelings too?
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Little background of me and my situation. I met my now ex when we were 19 and in college. I had a 6 mo old child that the father was not involved with. We started talking and I fell in love with him and he loved my daughter like she was his. Once we graduated my daughter and I moved to where he was from, which was several hours away from my family. We married, he legally adopted my daughter and...
Ugh when you try to makes changes, and it's not working. This is the lowest I've ever felt. I dont even wanna get out of bed anymore. So tired of feeling this way. I just wish it would all go away. :(