been crying for hours....tonite is one of those nites that i wish i could die to be w. mom....i need her tonite and yet she hasnt shown herserlf to me as she usually does....i just keep crying and crying to no end.....i just keep slipping further down the black pain filled hole that ive started calling home......it hurts so bad my grandparents dont care....i told them today and they dont care....ive lost them too.....i truly am alone forever more
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