I havent been here for a while but im feeling down tonight so i thought i would get it off my chest.Its 3yrs on tuesday since dad died and to be honest im feeling so emotional and i find myself replaying that day over and over.Its driving me insane.Mum died in dec 07 and im struggling still with that.When i think of mum i get angry because she was an alcholic and died of liver faileure.Dad didnt want to go,he had a brain tumor and didnt give up right to the end.Im mixed up and struggling with 2 lots of grief it feels like too much.
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