I lost my older sister Erika when her abusive ex-boyfriend stalked her and lured her to his fathers house where they once shared the basement apartment. He shot her in the back of the head with a shotgun and spent the night writing suicide notes a police expert said whe did not write. He also texted himself on her phone to make it look like they were talking and texting on phone all night long. Then his father broke down the door and he paniced and blew his head off or so Im told. The autopsy revieled he tried to overdose on drugs as well. My sister was a near high shcool drop out who went on to follow her dream of becoming an elementary school teacher and was pursuing her masters and was getting strait A's. She worked full time and went to school full time. Despite her busy life, she always made time for everybody putting other people first before herself. She just turned 27 the month before. I see her in my dreams and in them she's protecting me and fighting for me. I haven't seen her smile which my mom said would mean she's happy. I think about her all the time and wear a picture charm of her around my neck. This is my first post on this site.
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