And I'm still broken.
I'm 30 years old and I lost my mom when I was 15 due to an illness known as Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis. Recently, my 73 year old father has had some mishaps causing me great concern for his well being. He lives alone and now I have to intervene.
Brief backstory, before the medical staff pulled the plug on my Mom 15 years ago, I made a promise to her that I would take care of my Dad and that she wouldn't have to worry.
Here I am, 30 years old, married and feeling like I'm a child again. I'm broken, my marriage is strained and I don't know what to do. She would. She always did.
Now here I am without her. Dying on the inside as every day passes that I relive watching her pass away in front of me, helplessly. Feeling like a failure because I haven't been there for my Dad like I promised.
Now, I'm watching my dad become more and more dependent upon me, helplessly...
Hello. I am new here but would like to ask for prayer. I have been going through a rough period in my personal life (kids, finances, loneliness,etc). I feel like recently I have begun to question my faith. Basically existence as a whole. I have been believing for some things for a long time and feel like I am getting no where. I feel like I am being led in one direction only for it to be a dead...
Welcome intentional33. Happy to have you join us. Please join in on the Bible Studies (Jeremiah right now). We also have devotions and worship music. Feel free to post prayer requests and praises or anything else Christian. God bless.Robin