2day is 13 months without my mom and I am having a hard time dealing with it. I feel like I am going to start crying at any minute. What is wrong with me, am I that fucked up that I can not even get through a day like this. I just really miss my mom. And I can't do this, without no one here. No one to talk to. It just feel so alone, and that I have to do this all on my own.
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