Ok, who all prayed last night? How many of you had a good day? I don;t mean jump on the bed dancing and singing day, but felt almost normal? I did! It could all be in my mind or it could be a miracle. I worked all day 8 hours, I have not cried all day. I love God! I needed a break. I don't think I am going to take any chances though. I know that we prayed for 3 days in a role for a mini vacation from our sorrow, but I am going to do it again tonight if anyone wants to join me please do! I still thought about my daughter all day long, but it did not hurt me to think about her, I knew she is gone, but I felt kind of alright with it, still talked to her picture, but it did not hurt as much. Looking forward to hearing about all of your days. Tonya
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