i lost both my grandmothers with 7 months of eachother. december 05 and then july 06. it was the hardest time of my life. everyone has moved on. both my grandfathers are dating. i am happy for them but i still really miss my grandmothers. everytime they come up in a convorsation or in a thought i start to cry. if anyone brings the subject up i feel the ugre to stop them. i still love them with all my heart. my grandmother who lived like 10 min from me was like my best friend. my grandmotherr who lived in mississippi was like the frist person i would run up to when family came to visit. i anticipated her visits everytime and same when i went to visit her. they were the 2 women in my life who did not yell at me or yada yada. so thats about it. umm ya
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