My names Shiloh & my mother died when I was 8. It has been 7 years almost 8. It will be 8 on Feb. 13, 2012. I remember the night she passed. I was getting ready for the talent show & my father broke the new my mom wouldnt be able to make it. I would normaly be ok with her missing seeing me, but tonight I wanted her to be there. I entered the show just for her. So as any other kid I bugged my father untill he told me. He sad it so soft & in a rush, Like the words were posion on his tounge, She pass away. I was unsure at the time what that ment untill he told me plain & simple, She died. I cryed for hours apon hours. I still went to the show to watch but did not preform. I felt as if she wasnt there, what was the point? It has been a long time sence her departing & it still hits the heart like the first time. I just turned 16 on September 12 & It hurt me alot knowing she wasnt here to enjoy it with me. To make things worse, I was my moms birthday gift. She was born on September 13, 1954. I couldnt even be happy about being 16 knowing the next day I was going to lay around & cry my eyes out. I miss her so much till this day! She was my world, & it hurts knowing she never saw me go to homecoming, wont see me go to prom, Graduate, Get married, Or even meet her grandchildren. It just hurts so much!
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