My mother has a faulty difibulator from Medtronic, She is going to pass. It is connected to her heart so if they try to remove it. it'll tear her heart apart, If they leave it in it'll shock her heart until it kills her, if they turn it off she cant live without it. She will die no matter what. I need my mother, I love her so much, I need her, Im not ready to let go. I cant think, Im nonstop crying, every time I look at her, I just cant imagine my life without her, without ever talking to her again, never hearing her voice. Im just not ready for her to go, I need her.
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