so i've been feeling really depressed lately. i even did something i haven't done in about two years, and i can't seem to understand why it's happening now. i just recently got back with the guy i've been seeing on & off for eight months, and it's been awesome, but i have alot of doubts. i don't know if he's the cause or not, but i definately take it out on him. since i've been so depressed, i've been trying to figure out what has made me happy, and what i could do now to make myself happy. so far, i've come up with nothing. how can i not know what makes me happy? i think it's absolutely ridiculous. sure my friends & family make me happy, but my family lives an hour away & i'm hardly around my friends anymore. so i want to know what i should do to make myself happy again. i hate feeling this way.
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