Im just fed up now of my life the bad things that ar ehappening to me my friends because my mums already dead im upset about that it was 4 days ago when she died and now my boyfreind Kyle has just died by saving someone drowning which i can totally get he would do that he cares about everyone but hes gone and drowned too and when he got rushed to hospital none of my friend told me and they all went to see him but never told me they only told me when he died they all said they forgot to ring me and they forgot to tell me my boyfriend was in hospital im sorry for going on like this but im just so upset i really cant believe hes gone. im really fed up with my life i just want to die im so fed up
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