i'm new to this site but my doctor recommended it and i truly hope to get something out of it. my dad was diagnosed with colon and liver cancer a month after i left for my first year of college. within five months, he passed away. this all came after a year of losing four relatives and a friend who killed himself. now i find myself home for the summer, and life is just falling apart. everyone i know is dying, friends dont understand, my entire family is grieving and still a mess, and i feel like i'm slowly losing my mind. i'm ancy all the time yet i have no energy or desire to do anything with my days. if my mom didn't make me get out of bed, i would stay in bed all day. i'm nervous that my medication and therapy just won't be enough. if anyone has any suggestions please let me know. i'm looking for any form of support.
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