I'm so lost without him. He was my best friend. I have picked up the phone so many times to call him and then fall apart again. It's been a month since he passed and I just cant seem to pull myself together. Every time I lie down to sleep, the image of him fills my mind. I have tried taking valium or sleeping pills but nothing works. and if i do finally fall asleep, it's only for an hour or two and I am awakened with nightmares about my father dying. Not sleeping is affecting everything i do. I am now having an MS attack because of all of the stress. I dont feel like i will ever be the same again.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...