I'm so lost without him. He was my best friend. I have picked up the phone so many times to call him and then fall apart again. It's been a month since he passed and I just cant seem to pull myself together. Every time I lie down to sleep, the image of him fills my mind. I have tried taking valium or sleeping pills but nothing works. and if i do finally fall asleep, it's only for an hour or two and I am awakened with nightmares about my father dying. Not sleeping is affecting everything i do. I am now having an MS attack because of all of the stress. I dont feel like i will ever be the same again.
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