Okay, I can't go on any more bad dates or worse with people who I think will be a good match for me and they are not into me at all. Had this date last night I choose very carefully thinking we would hit it off and he did the "check please" before I was even done with my meal. He was okay looking and looked older than me with the exception that he was 4 years younger. He talked about himself mostly and never asked me anything about my stuff. He said goodbye before we even hit the door with this half hug thing, WTF? Whatever, dude! I've been on about 5 since my breakup in Jan. and I'm over it. This dating thing sucks. I don't know wtf to do at my age to meet anybody just to even start beings friends with and maybe seeing where it goes. I have a couple of girlfriends that are great to get together when I can. Their busy and I'm busy with kids, etc. I would like to just hang out at my home and have a BBQ and talk, get to know people but I don't know where to do that. Is that too much to ask for. How do I go about meeting people? I'm very sad today, and feel sad for my future, I don't want to be alone all my life and I know I just need to BE for today. Time to cultivate some friendships I guess.
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