Thought I was not going to cry anymore...boy, was I wrong. I made the mistake of trying to reconnect with my STBX. What a fool I am! Why do I keep trying with this man?! My heart is gone. I am so sad. My girls are confused and angry and I try to keep my emotions in check for their sake. But sometimes its just too hard.
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