I have tried so hard to not pull but then I feel like I'm about to go crazy. I get this feeling of horrible anxiety and my hand just goes up to my head like I can't control it. Then I pull and it's as if I were in heaven. It's the best feeling in the world. I've realized that when I'm horribly depressed over anxious, aside from my the bad urges in general, doing this helps comfort me. Maybe I always thought that it was just my urges that caused me to want to pull but I am starting to believe that I get those urges when I get stressed and anxious so I don't think about the problems I'm having and I just think it's my stupid urges that make me want to pull. It's such a relief when I pull but then I feel like crap and I need to stop. Today is my first day I want to be pull free. I always thought that I was pull free for three months but that was just my hair. Each day I would always be pulling at my eyelashes (actually..I either have none or tiny stubs here and there) and eyebrows. I was never ever pull free in my entire life which kind of upsets me. I need your help though guys because I can't do this by myself. :( I need the encouragement. Please help me!
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