My curved spine is annoying me today.It made me sad, maybe I cant be a doctor.my body just cant get enough energy to do things.my spine gets sooooooooooooooooooooo tired and i cant stand up straight.should i even study if my body cannot be healthy? I always felt God wanted me to be a doctor but I dont know how I can when my body is failing.I feel guilty that I cant study and keep my body going.I think my bad lungs,spine and eating disorder are catching up to me.I will hate if my lungs and heart are starting to fail since I want to be a cardiologist who fights those things,lol.Maybe i just tired. I should ask my doctors what they think, if they think my body could handle school,residency and being a doctor.I just want to fulfill my purpose and not disappoint God.Sorry im just venting.stupid sammy! thats my curves name, i named my rib hump sammy,lol
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