Has anyone here ever have intense pain last for so long that you start to crack up? What I mean is, contemplate suicide? I got to that point and actually asked my husband to suffocate me? He immediately took me in for mental help and I was begging the psychiatrist to do something with me because I could not stand another minute in such pain. The psychiatrist ordered morpine and that was the first time I ever felt any relief. I know that it is addictive but, I\'d rather face an addiction than be dead.
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