My back is at its most horrible pain today. I hate it when this happens. No matter what I do, i can't stop my right shoulder, right side of my neck, right side of my stupid curved-sideways back to a position that will offer relief. It won't crack. I can't afford a chiropractic visit. My pain pills aren't working. My husband's Ultram isn't working. No matter what I try to do, i am in excruciating pain. it isn't fair. one day, i wish to have a normal back with normal muscles, but this will never be. How can I live in pain like this the rest of my life? How have I been able to do this since I was 9? When will it end? I hate it I hate it I hate it I wanna die!!!! I can't deal with the PAIN!!!! Why can't my doctors help me? Why does it come and go so randomly? When will it stop punishing me this way? WHEN???
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...