I am sitting here in tears in the recliner due to the back pain. I have a herniated L4 and spinal stenosis. I have done the shots twice with no relief. The doc gave me vicoden in the beginning then switched to ultram. The ultram does nothing but make me puke. I am angry and in pain and I guess feeling really sorry for myself at the moment. I used to never sit always doing housework and making a home for my family. Now all I can do is sit here feeling like a lesser person due to the pain. I am going to a chiropractor 4 times a week but so far nothing is helping me. The pain is making me angry at the world no one needs to suffer like this why do they make us. I know that there are others out there who are in much worse shape than I am but for right this moment I feel alone and miserable. Anyone would like to chat or offer advice I am open to it. Thank you for reading. Hugs to you all.
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