i am so damned mad today. egg donor comes to get adam, hubby tells her she really needs to make adam dress himself and do all selfhelp things for himself, she says, but he cries for me to do it, what an idiot. oh, and then he tells her adam is going to have a new eval cause we are going to push for him to start going forward in his educzation rather then having an IEP full of bullshit instead of education. she says, well the teacher told me he isnt ready, WTF is that? law says she can stay informed of his education but wtf is she to question any thing when she has absolutely no fricken clue of what adam can or can not do???? then she says she has hooked on phonics at home if we wanted her to bring it to US to help him, WTF is that, you stupid woman? exactly why cant she help him with the hooked on phonics, dont i do enough already??? i mean all he does is wander around aimlessly when he is with her, comes home easily agitated until a day or two later, i mean seriously, is there a reason a mother would be so fricken useless??? and still want to 'play mommy' for 24 hours 2 times a month? sorry people i am so mad right now, ummm....really could use the autism island right now to escape myself and adam to so we can get away from all the stupid people!
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