hi everyone i have two beautiful sweet boys ages 2 & 4- both diagnosed with ASD and a beautiful 5 yo girl who is a gift and a light. i also have a husband who is a daily drug user [- oh, but only marijuana and maybe an occasional xanax or opiod..you know...] he has his own business and give us about $40 a week [ we live with his mother..] when i told him i wanted a divorce 6 weeks ago he said he'd do anything [except stop using] and never set up counseling as he'd said.[surprised?] i went to an attorney who calculated a rediculous amount of $647 a month i'd get in child support- which was based on a set formula supposedly. then, like an idiot i looked in his phone and there was a female's name....so- i asked god to please show me what to do [because i surely do not know!] and when he does- which he will, i'll do it.
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