I've been sort of in a pitying frame and I am sorry. But it just makes me sick when I look at others like my neighbors and my brother who takes everything for granted, as far as their kids go.. they don't worry about things like we do such as is our child going to be okay. And when their child says a sentence or 2, its not anything to them, and they can go on vacation without worrying about if their child will be okay and most of all, they don't worry about their child's future. They just assume they will keep developing like all other NT kids, whiz through school, and eventually get a job. My son is high functioning and I am sure he will function on his own but I worry about how he will be emotionally since I sure didn't turn out well. Anyway what I am saying is that is just makes me sick how so many parents take things for granted. Their biggest complaints about their kids is that the kids are annoying them and no problem, they can get a break easily, just hire a babysitter... not always so easy for us to do and we have much bigger issues to be upset about. And the best thing of all is that they brag about how well their NT kids are doing!!! Makes me wanna smack them! Maybe one day they should walk in our shoes, lets see how they will feel about themselves afterwards... if they have a conscience they will be sorry they bragged.. if not they will still keep carrying on anyway. Sorry, just lately people have been frustrating me.
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