Azaria had a seizure(febrile) Thursday morning (around 4am). I took her to the Dr's later that morning and they admitted her into the hospital for a 48 hour Video EEG. We just got home about 3 hours ago. These last days have been the worst in my life. Azaria has epilepsy. The Dr. said that in the time that he had her hooked to the EEG (about 40 hours) she had 15 small seizures. They did effect her physically. No jerking or twitching but her brain was seizing. They put her on a seizure medication called Tegretol that she has to take twice a day. She has to have blood drawn bi-weekly to check her levels and stuff like that and has to go to the hospital every 3 months or so for another EEG. We got released today and I came home to find that my boyfriend of a year and a half moved out while I was gone. No note, nothing. I'm hurting a lot right now. I'm worried about Azaria and I'm hurting because of Ray. I want to cry but can't. I feel hurt but numb at the same time. Does that makes sense? IDK, I had to talk to someone. There's no one here and I feel lost and helpless. Please Help Me.
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