I was just wondering how many moms feel as I do. I feel so jipped. I feel like from the worry I lost out on time with my boys. When Brett my 3 year old was born Sean my almost 6 year old was getting diagnosed. I feel like I almost don't even remember Brett little. I was in such a funk and I was so trying to get Sean everything he needed that I don't really remember much of that time. Then when Brett was about 9 months old I noticed some stange stuff with him and called EI. They were comming to my home everyday and working with Brett while Sean was in the pre-school disabled class. Seems surreal sometimes to me. I feel like now I am trying to cram lost time with my boys. I just feel like I have been in such a mommy go mode that I missed out on the fun stuff. Thats all just wondering who else felt like me. Hugs Denise
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