some days I look at my little boy and cry because I can see this beautiful natured little boy disappearing and this angry, frustrated, manipulative little boy taking his place - do other feel this way? there is a song that keeps going over in my mind "why does every moment have to be so hard". I feel such a failure, I am letting him down, not helping him enough, I feel I am not patient enough or not strong enough to be as consistent as I need to be - or maybe its just a bad day
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