Sorry to rant, but hoping someone can understand. We've just come off holiday, not too bad Ben had a couple of off times, 1 really bad, headbanging and turning himself upside down and refusing to move, but overall a nice break. Since we came home it's a different matter (maybe a reaction to the change?) Yesterday I was so exhausted by him I couldn't even talk, he was relentless all day, he sat for over 2 hours banging his head and doing his new tipping himself upside down thing. It's school holidays and have 3 others at home. My husband working overtime because we need the money, but when he came home last night he was shattered too cos he'd been in work for 12 hours, and when I try and tell my friends I feel like I'm just whinging to them, they can't understand what it's like, because they don't see him like this, and my mum still in denial but asking stupid questions like will he be able to have a girlfriend? Anyway Ben just got up so hopefully we'll have a beeter day today. x x x
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