the word "autism" makes me feel very, very sad. Sad for my son, sad for me... Maybe right now I just need to vent... My son (in his play) is always pretending that kids don't want to be his friend. I asked him if that happens at school and he said, "yes.." with a whiney cry. That is just so heartbreaking to me. I don't want my son to go through school being teased and bullied. It hurts me so much (especially since I have been teased and bullied as a kid). The teachers are not very supportive. I wish that my son had just one friend he could play with. I play with my son - I am his only friend. My husband does not positively get involved with "autism" or my son. All he does is yell at him and is very impatient. I spend hours talking to him about what i learned at autism conferences, the behaviorist, books, etc. I even share with him my discipline approach. He never uses it. I hate him for that. In fact, I hate him period. I live with him (that is it). I have sex with him just to shut him up. It is disgusting how he starts worming his way to me (in bed) after he just yelled at my son and didn't acknowledge all the work that I do and did with my son (with his autism). I spend hours and hours reading, floor time playing, stimulating his brain so that he is not doing repetitive activities, along with caring for my 2 year old daughter and my 15 year old stepson.Men don't understand that when a woman doesn't feel emotionally close to them, they do not want to be touched or have sex. I am only in this marriage because without it, I won't have the nice house I have, I won't be able to be a stay at home mom (and my autistic son needs me) - but someday... there may be a way out of this hell hole... away from this creepy man... Thanks for all who listened to me vent...
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