So like I said we are moving to Nebraska...and for the most part things are going well.....BUT...Ette knows that something is up and we are having a really hard time letting him know what....before when we moved we took him to the new house and let him pick a room and toured the neigborhood on walks but now we're going 1100 miles away and the closest thing we have is some pictures...its been really hard on him lately...dad has been in Ne for the past 3 weeks so dads gone as far as hes concerned they talk on the phone...well Ette sings songs from Madagascar and dad talks...all of his things are in boxes and being moved and he is just not happy...has started hitting, scratching, biting, pushing, SMEARING....you name it and we are doing it...I have to tell you I am tired...its me packing and doing therapies and collecting information and reading on the new state laws and cleaning and trying to stay sane....I guess I just need to know we will survive this without a real set back...he was doing so well and I guess I just dont have a way to communicate whats going on...Everyone is trying to stay upbeat but everyone keeps hugging and crying about missing him and I think hes just really confused.....whats a mom to do? I need Prozac or legal speed cause we only have 5 more days and I just want a nap:)
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