My son is now eight years old and I feel that I have never been able to bond or communicate. I have three more sons and a daughter older that Arron and twin girls at six all are ok. I feel that I should do something to help Arron but soon get frustrated and tend to leave him on his own rather than try to interact and yet with the others I am ok. I feel as if I have turned my back on him and cannot seem to pull any feelings back. My partner takes a lot of interest in Arron and his relationship is stronger with her. When I do try I get rejected by him so I loose interest very quickely. Is this something that happens or is it just me ?
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