Hello. I think I may have Aspergers. I have known that something has been wrong with me for a long long time. I guess it started when I began school, I was bullied immensely and got called a retard a lot. This continued until I was about 13 when I began to get a few friends and relax a bit more. After that I left school, and since then I have had few friends at all really. I get very nervous doing simple things like ordering a coffee or something, because I dont really know when to look at the person serving me so I just avoid looking at them at all. Im also not really that good at small talk. I dont know what to say, so I just make some excuse and leave. Consequently I have a hard time making friends and connecting with people as I dont feel like I can relate to anyone, and this has caused things like social anxiety and depression. I thought I had bipolar but now Im not so sure. I have had trouble getting and keeping jobs, and even larger problems with concentrating, making it very hard for me to read books or pay attention in lectures. The only time I can pay attention is if the subject has something to do with Maths. Its like Math is the only thing my brain understands. Anyone offer any opinions?
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